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Feeling so comfused about the future...

Running western blot all day long and it seems to be the time to learn other skills.

One senior fellow classmate asked me that if I'd like to start other kinds of experiment yesterday.

I think I really need to push myself  but I feel so tired to figure out the method and the principle.

We know that there are so many natural calamities around the world recently.

Whenever I see these news, I really feel ashamed of myself.

It seems that I should be thankful for all things because I am so lucky that I live in Taiwan. 

Nevertheless, I still feel so vacant and tired of everything. 

Have no feelings to read the papers...

Don't wanna  try the new skills...

Always feel sleepy ...

I really want figure out what the problem with me but there is no exact answer.

I guess... maybe I am just afraid of the unknown future ?!

It makes me think of one sentence from a speech I' ve heard this tuesday evening.

" Future is being decided now." 

When I heard at first , I really thought it was a contradictory statement.

Now, think twice...

The words can make people have hope.

Everything seems to be possible.

I am still worried about things and still an awful complainer...

But I believe there is something fabulous waitnig for me...

Keep going......